probably supposed to be day one

I looked at the headline I created for this blog (mind you, I've had the name and the theme in my head for months) and I realized that not much of what I've been thinking about these days has anything to do with nature around concrete. But as I type that, I realize I have to take it back, because I do watch the sunset almost everyday.

And sunsets tend to be inspirational, although the archetypes that immediately pop into my mind are of the sunset at the end of life, or the end of an experience. However, not every ending is bad, and some endings are so good they lead to better things.

Like whatever it was I was apparently so compelled to end yesterday evening. I'm still trying to figure out where that came from. I think I'm gonna roll with it though. Just kind of let it happen and document what seems to be happening over these next 30 days. The major differences so far seem to be a renewed interest in the consumption of water and vegetables, and a higher amount determination to get some exercise.

I think it's all stemming from the idea that I'm actually aiming to do something with my life right now, which is actually something new. Not entirely new, but new enough. I think I just reached my first honestly limit. Anyway, I've got considerable amounts of anxiety about the future, so I guess my gut reaction is to write it down as I go along, and then see what shakes out.

I think, no wait, I know, it's going to be good.